Looking back at me

I see that I never really got it right

I never stopped to think of you

I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

You are the antidote that gets me by

Something strong like a drug that gets me high

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What I really meant to say

Is I'm sorry for the way I am

I never meant to be so cold

never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say

Is I'm sorry for the way I am

I never meant to be so cold

never meant to be so cold

To you I'm sorry 'bout all the lies

Maybe in a different light

You could see me stand on my own again

Cause now I can see

You are the antidote that got me by

Something strong like a drug that got me high

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I never really wanted you to see

the screwed up side of me that I keep

locked inside of me so deep

it always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go

so many things you should have known

I guess for me there's just no hope

I never meant to be so cold

[Chorus]